Monday, June 2, 2008
Going back. Again.
This on again/off again.
The longest standing love affair of my life.
When will I get it right?
Every damn love song could be applied here.
Well, maybe not Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go.
I seriously doubt I am the only one who has struggled with this over and over and over again.
It drives me nuts.
I wish I could walk away.
I wish I could dive in head first.
Anywhere but in the middle.
This limbo...my purgatory.
A handful of outings in the last year.
Then one outing in crappy conditions, and I am all in.
There should be a 12 step program.
Here we go.
For the last time.