Gypsy

in 5 years I will return to the world and know the things I have longed to know since I was a kid. I will hire on as a deckhand to get from one place to another. I will vagabond through Mexico. The next 5 years will not be of success but of quitting. Quitting all of the ties that keep me a citizen to a system that I have never been able to conform with. quitting of the habits and ideas that have tied me down. I will quit to succeed.

Missing

I think that I have missed something all of these years. Got too wrapped up in being radical in my youth. Got too wrapped up in being settled in my near middle age. Not sure. But others seem to have grasped something about this that I have yet to know. Maybe it is in my approach. Analyzing constantly. Never truly flowing. Always questioning the whys and what not. Can it not simply be? What is it that I have missed or am missing?